Life's Update

Greetings darlings!

First and foremost I'd like to welcome johnmill79 to my friends page. I hope you enjoy the writings of a vampiress.

Before i get into the entry I wanted to share with you a song that has become my theme song for broadcasting. It's a song by a group from Germany called Xandria. In my oppinion one of the best bands I have heard in a long time aside from the new up and coming band Medollic. More on Medollic in a little bit. Lyrics will be put behind a cut for those who don't wish to read them cause I'm all nice like that. LOL!

( Vampire Lyrics )

So there you have it, I so love that song!

Ok so I was trying to work on this entry and watch Twilight at the same time. Guess which took precedence? Yup you guessed it, Twilight. Oops? Back to this entry...

In the news...
I made the top two for The Mankato Idle I told you all about. The other finalist is Flint, interesting that i'd end up competing against him. We made a pact that if we both when the money we are going to divide it evenly between the two of us. I must say I'll be happy when it's all over, it's been a really great experience though. When i first entered, I entered not to win but to help myself with my confidence and to help me get over my stage fright. I have accomplished that and so no matter who wins I have already won anyway.

Ugh! ok, no watching Twilight while trying to write in this journal. LOL! It's very distracting.

In other news...
I am having a hard time coping with the fact that one of my closest friends doesn't want to see me anymore. To a point, I can see where she is coming from. Right now she is going through some very very rough times and she doesn't want me to see her like she is right now. She wants me to remember her full of life and bubbley like she used to be. I guess I keep thinking that if she would hang out with me I could at least cheer her up for a little while. One of my biggest fears is that i won't be able to see her again and that something bad will happen to her. All I can do is hope that she's going to be ok, I will definitely respect her wishes even though it's hard for me and i miss her lots and lots. Please try and get better soon Becky, I miss hanging with you. After all, who else am I going to go thrift store shopping with? *There's an inside joke there*

My birth mother is back in a nursing home again. She slipped and fell and ended up with a broken right hsoulder, a crushed right ankle and a broken left leg. She needs some surgery done but no one will do the opperation she needs because of her COPD. They are afraid that if they put her under she won't come out of it. Needless to say she's in a ton of pain and they are pretty much keeping her drugged up for the pain. She keeps asking me when I'm getting there and when I'm going to move there permanently. I can't really give her an answer no matter how much I'd like too. I just don't know at this point with things coming up.

Ok, for now, I'm going to sleep. I'll finish this entry when I wake up again. Good night darlings.

So I'm back...lucky you...

Yesterday I finally had Ozzy's claws clipped. He needed them done so badly! Deborah did it for me, she is usually the one who does that. Ozzy was not a happy kitty at all. The whole time she was doing this, I was holding him and he sounded as if someone was hurting him. It broke my heart to hear him like that but she knows what she is doing so I couldn't yell at her for doing something I had asked her to do in the first place. What I do know though is that he has to feel better, his claws aren't getting stuck everywhere now. I know if it were me, that would make me feel tons better. Poor Ozzy, my poor poor little boy. LOL!He's laying here on my desk just purring away. Can we say happy kitty again?

Well, nothing else exciting really to write about so I'll end this entry. I'll write again when there's something news worthy.

<3<3<3love and hugs to one and all<3<3<3

The forever and always sarcastic one,
Vamp Cissy